The misary of being the way we are
December 31, 2010 by Raze
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Hello, i am raze, as some of you may know me and some of you may not. I am a mind phaser, yet lately, i have denied myself the lycantropy change. I have chossen to ignore what i am and who i am. Was it always meant to be this way?? Am i to be a freak?? A monster?? I do belive once and for all that it is my fate to always know what its like to be hated, to be strung up and forgoteen by the world. To be treated with no respeact by family members, to be shunned and disreguarded by the humans i am forced to have daily interactions with, to be diffrent. There was a time when i saw myself as a freak and so you all as freaks and for that i am so sorry, i am sorry that i lost faith and i am sorry that i have lost myself. I feel very alone, my parents will only accept me for what they want me to be.....and the rest of the family will follow suit. The girl i love dosnt even see me, she walks by me every day without even so much as a glance, i feel more emoitionally close to the therapist than i do to anyone else. I just need to know that someone.....anyone out there likes me, respects me, wants to even say hi to me, this is all i ever really wanted, all i ever even needed.
We are here for you hun everyone in the pack I never forgot and never will
Erica Galvan (Moon) 505 days ago
Happy New Years 2 :)
Erica Galvan (Moon) 505 days ago
Thank you very much you guys, you dont know how much that means to me, really.
Raze 505 days ago
I dont know you but by the looks of things, you seem like a pretty cool guy just going through a rough time, anyways, if you feel like makeing a new friend, i'll be the one to talk to.
TotalReign 505 days ago
I guess i cnt speak for everyone but i imagen most weres are like me and you and feel this way at times, and i just wanted to let you know I'm always here for support or anything so shoot me a message anytime.
ChristenedBlood 504 days ago
no problem hun your family
Erica Galvan (Moon) 504 days ago
hey im a big supporter in what you are thinking so never forget to know that i am a friend and not an enemy so feel free to contact me if you want to you are going to be a great person i just know it by that way you talk about the problems of the weres and not just yourself.
hades2002 500 days ago
You seem like me. None of my family respects me and the man i love (cuz im a girl) no longer believes i exist. I will be here for you, as well as everyone on this site will. Every were must feel this way so you're not alone.
Kitty Waver 499 days ago
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i like u and i respect all my friends and ur my friend and i wont ever disrespect u or treat u wrong
Darkwolf 505 days ago