February 23, 2011 by Raze
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Hello, as the title states, i am haveing some troubles with my wolf. For those of you who dont know, i am a mind phaser. I would explain what that is but it is truely getting repetitive and redundant. Anyways, this entire week, i have gotten two hours of sleep. Also, i seem to be looseing my mind. I keep seeing and hearing things that arnt there. Also, i have these strange day dreams and delusions that involve tearing apart and eating everone around me, even my closest friends. Also, i keep hearing this voice in the back of my head......its always chanting the same thing over and over agian to the rythm of a tribal drum beat. It gos something like this.
"Moving along, moving along, moving along, moving along
Coming around, jumping around, coming around, jumping around,
let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go
All that i am, all that i am, all that i am, all that i am
one and the same, one and the same, one and the same, one and the same
let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out
the big bad wolf, the big bad wolf, the big bad wolf."
I dont know what happening. Its almost like the wolf in me and myself are two seprete minds sharing the same body. And since i havent let him out in so long, he has become corrupted and now hes a monster......im a monster. I dont know what to do.......can anyone help???
Sounds mostly like good old sleep deprivation. Have you tried going for a run followed by a warm shower before bed? For myself and another that I know, we are find that we are seperate from the wolf entity. You do need to let it out other wise it will force it's way. Go for a real run and let it out for an hour or so. Let me know if it helps at all. Most of all, try to get some sleep. You're wolf may not want you to until you let it out... think of it as a puppy that really wants to go outside.
Aniki 442 days ago
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i felt the same way, try to doing stuff that is totaly not evil but make a big fuss of it in your mind so that your wolf cant releash some of of it evilness.( like dropping some trash on the ground and think " hahaha im so EVIL!!" it sounds stupid and a bit funny but it works) you are not a monster
szayel 442 days ago